Be Happy. Be Inspiring.

Sometimes it’s hard to understand what you want exactly. It leads to frustration which leads to another problem and the list goes on endlessly. It’s the inner unhappiness of my being which makes me exhausted, sad worse is it makes me cry. One day I was sitting just like that and my sister came to me and ask me to come with her and showed me a tiny flower and that didn’t excite me at all (as I used to get earlier) because I was too involved in my own self, too busy to even notice the tiny pretty flower. On observing my expressions she told me Do you even remember yourself? You are the one person who used to be so much observing and you used to actually celebrate and cherish existence of these small things/beings. You were and still are an inspiration to me. Because you had your own eye your way of seeing things finding happiness in small things which most of the people wouldn’t have even notice. This makes you special, please don’t loose yourself amidst of all other things. Keep this characteristic of your alive, I am sure you will find a way through your ups and down. You need to be happy first and then only you will be able to put up your soul and heart in things you really wish to achieve. Hearing this from my sister who is younger than me, I realized there is so much to learn from her. She is saying that I am her inspiration but actually it’s her who is bringing back to me my own self. In true terms she inspired me in that moment. There is so much to learn, yearn and earn. But for all you need to be happy which opens all gate ways to every possible field and path. 

Life is to be happy and be inspiring always and make sure that you pass on this message to everyone because it’s truly been said  Sharing is Caring.

Rage,Anger and Disappointment

Every time I hear about any rape victim, I  feel anger, disappointment, rage, sad, insecure and what not! The slightest of imagination of the pain the victim might have been through and probably would have been engulfed into forever makes me shiver down the spine. I can relate to it because of a series of incidents I've seen and have been through by myself  when I was studying in Kota. I always heard that Kota ain't a quite safe place but I never realized it until I got hit by two boys riding on a bike with their hands, on my back. The time was around 12 noon. I was on my way back from coaching institute and I was totally into thoughts of what questions and what schedule do I have to follow today and then that other moment all I could feel was unbearable pain which originated after a bang on my back. I couldn't even think for a total minute at that time. I stood there for 1 more minute watching those retards & bastard speeding away on bike. They both hit me while they speeding up the bike. I ran with all strength I had towards my home. As soon as I saw my aunt I held her for a long time and cried for almost 10 minutes and told her the whole thing happened in the street. She consoled me and then after told me how to be alert while walking down to home using slopes in front of the houses every time I am coming to home or whether leaving home. This whole thing changed me and made me even stronger in short I prepared myself so that this kind of thing never can happen again.
But even then the second incident happened that too at night. Lights went out when I was walking in street. That night I never heard any sound of bike but still out of nowhere all I felt was somebody grabbing ID Card from my neck for a second I was like Shit! Thanks to God they realized it wasn't gold chain and they left me otherwise I would have been dragged along with that bike long way! This is not only my story every girl has experienced these kind of things in their life.
So I had this friend of mine who was missing in class for two entire days. It made me worried why she isn't turning up because at that time missing one class meant going behind by almost 10 days. So I called her up and asked why she isn't turning up. Then she narrated me the whole story. When she was going one day back to hostel. It was almost 8 pm. Suddenly three boys on a bike emptied a whole bottle of alcohol on her making her and her books and bag wet with alcohol with a nasty smell. She was scared like hell, that made her lock herself in her room for almost two days. Later on I went to visit her along with some more girls and made her understand how she needs to be strong!
From staring sights to getting raped it's really common and I guess We girls have to experience it any way at one point of time. I don't know what guys get by staring a girl badly but what girls feel is surely something sharp penetrating their soul. Then it occurs why on earth every single pain has to be bear by a girl only.  It really breaks some girls and nearly or totally kills them! Still Govt feels 3 years jail prison is enough for charges of rape and murder. Jai Ho!!
    

Situations

Situations are like butterfly, one moment they will be around you and the next moment you won't even realize they were there. What keeps me spell bounded is as beauty of butterfly keeps us mesmerized so does the strength of situation keeps you engrossed just the difference between two is you enjoy purely the first one but you won't even realize what you are learning and instead of enjoying it you miss those moments. There is one question 'does situation makes a person?' The answer to it has been always doubtful because situations are powerful they can adjust people according to it. There are times when people's decision for situation are completely out of their hands because they are according to the need of hour but it's true it gives reflection of a part of their personalities. How does it reflect now? Every action of the person reflects their part of personalities for eg- Rose smells breathtakingly beautiful wherever it is kept even if they get dry. So it is with people the fragrance of their actions denote who they are. Flowing with situations makes it easier to enjoy the serenity of life. You learn various aspect and above all you enjoy it. So don't be worried about what decisions are you gonna make  because they will always scatter fragrance of who you are partly may be but they surely would!

Darkest before Dawn.

I had a really really bad pain in my mouth for almost a week. With every piece of even spiceless food it skin burnt like i have a lot of chilli in my mouth. For one night I decided to eat spicy food with sore mouth. It burnt & pained like anything but I kept on eating(I guess that's my love for food). A little later I realized my upper jaw was numb as if nothing happened and it was better the next morning I woke up. It occured to me just like that usually we give up on things when we are in extreme pressure not even knowing whatever we want it lies only a few steps ahead. The pain and agony when it becomes unbearable, it's natural to throw up on things still think about it what if it lies only a few or may be at very next step. What if you just gave up on your entire work, sweat, tears and toil a step before? Sounds bad? It definitely does to me at least! Whenever you feel like giving up or the pressure becomes unbearable just think about how much efforts you haave put in it to work out to the level you are standing on and you would give up whenyou have just the last test to pass through. you will surely get your answers. There had been a lot of situations where I felt like giving up and I totally did and today I wonder what beautiful i would have created had I not stepped back at that time. so people understand it's always 'darkest before the dawn' and 'the pain is unbearable before you achieve'. Do not let The Dream go away so easily.

Tree & Life.

I was walking on the road and all I could see was road painted with yellow. Yellow leaves shed by trees were all over. I couldn't help myself so started thinking over a thought. We keep on running behind things we know we cannot hold on to knowingly those things are supposed to be left after all they are not meant for us or their purpose in our life is fulfilled. Every thing or each person that happens to come in or life is for a well defined purpose that might vary from learning a lesson to getting life from that person. As soon as that gets fulfilled they ought to leave but it's human nature once we get attached to somebody we don't let them go  so easily. Sadly, Ironically the person leaves and we think we have lost our life ignoring the fact that was one of the string of our life that was supposed to happen to learn, to grow, to learn how to love, live, forgive and embrace whatever we have in best possible way! Trees actually look lovely with green leaves embracing from each and every corner, but still a time comes when they bid adieu to each other and tree lives for quite a time without the real beauty but they do live and time comes when they again start to bloom. So is our life, even it has two wheels one is best time and the other one is not so good time. As long as we remember that After every Dark night comes a beautiful dawn,Life can be an auspicious rainbow. People are meant to step in and out of our life, while good ones makes us learn how to live some merely gives us lesson for lifetime.

Pour your heart out and Make others meet the real you!

Ever thought of speaking your hearts out. For a perfect normal situation it's obvious to speak what you feel like but the fact is quite astonishing. Some times it's situation, some times people & a lot of other things which decides the fate of our inner voice(that is it will come out or not). So when is it normal for a person today to speak their feelings out is when they can't tolerate the torment inside. Then it just bursts out and situations get even more worse. Just think about it for a second wouldn't it have been more fine if you would have started taking your views out from the very starting but cautiously. Not all people are alike, not every one is too mature to handle. Speaking what you feel makes you lighter and most of all you are being yourself, not anybody else. The time you realize the importance of your thoughts, you realize the worth of your existence you begin to value yourself that lite you with an aura. That aura is something that defines you, carries you make you stand for what you believe in! It's really beautiful as the phrase 'Walk the Talk' comes alive with it.
So stand for what you think. Pour your heart out but cautiously :)

Purpose: Attain it.

Powerful are those people who believe in the beauty of their dreams and invaluable is the moment when they realize it. Well there is no particular so called 'funda' for finding what you wish from life. Not saying it's too easy but yes all we need is to take is a moment and realize what we wish from our life, what purpose we want to fulfill, the purpose that makes us alive, the purpose we can give our life for it because that Purpose is what we stand for. Our life reflects the value which we live up to attain the higher Purpose. Purpose can be anything for anybody from spreading smiles to set level for others. It can be as simple as you wish it to be and as complex as you wish to have it. But after setting it once, you have to remember it every day and work for it every single second you have got(well you will not have to try because each & every instinct of yours will inspire to work for it) . Once you have got your charm trust me you will reflect it for your every action will define your purpose for which you are living.
Now just picture it: You were born then remember your innocent childhood and memories then your studies the pain which you took for it and above all the pain your parents took to make it happen. Then you search for the purpose of your life. That defines your small little world. Imagine it getting accomplished and the feeling you get while completing that journey. The moments which made you feel proud and moments your loved ones felt proud of yourself. Isn't it beautiful?
Now just think what it takes to attain all of it. Just a small thought and your little efforts & hard work. The life will be beautiful & amazing all you need to do is to embrace it with your own defined PURPOSE.