Be Happy. Be Inspiring.

Sometimes it’s hard to understand what you want exactly. It leads to frustration which leads to another problem and the list goes on endlessly. It’s the inner unhappiness of my being which makes me exhausted, sad worse is it makes me cry. One day I was sitting just like that and my sister came to me and ask me to come with her and showed me a tiny flower and that didn’t excite me at all (as I used to get earlier) because I was too involved in my own self, too busy to even notice the tiny pretty flower. On observing my expressions she told me Do you even remember yourself? You are the one person who used to be so much observing and you used to actually celebrate and cherish existence of these small things/beings. You were and still are an inspiration to me. Because you had your own eye your way of seeing things finding happiness in small things which most of the people wouldn’t have even notice. This makes you special, please don’t loose yourself amidst of all other things. Keep this characteristic of your alive, I am sure you will find a way through your ups and down. You need to be happy first and then only you will be able to put up your soul and heart in things you really wish to achieve. Hearing this from my sister who is younger than me, I realized there is so much to learn from her. She is saying that I am her inspiration but actually it’s her who is bringing back to me my own self. In true terms she inspired me in that moment. There is so much to learn, yearn and earn. But for all you need to be happy which opens all gate ways to every possible field and path. 

Life is to be happy and be inspiring always and make sure that you pass on this message to everyone because it’s truly been said  Sharing is Caring.

Rage,Anger and Disappointment

Every time I hear about any rape victim, I  feel anger, disappointment, rage, sad, insecure and what not! The slightest of imagination of the pain the victim might have been through and probably would have been engulfed into forever makes me shiver down the spine. I can relate to it because of a series of incidents I've seen and have been through by myself  when I was studying in Kota. I always heard that Kota ain't a quite safe place but I never realized it until I got hit by two boys riding on a bike with their hands, on my back. The time was around 12 noon. I was on my way back from coaching institute and I was totally into thoughts of what questions and what schedule do I have to follow today and then that other moment all I could feel was unbearable pain which originated after a bang on my back. I couldn't even think for a total minute at that time. I stood there for 1 more minute watching those retards & bastard speeding away on bike. They both hit me while they speeding up the bike. I ran with all strength I had towards my home. As soon as I saw my aunt I held her for a long time and cried for almost 10 minutes and told her the whole thing happened in the street. She consoled me and then after told me how to be alert while walking down to home using slopes in front of the houses every time I am coming to home or whether leaving home. This whole thing changed me and made me even stronger in short I prepared myself so that this kind of thing never can happen again.
But even then the second incident happened that too at night. Lights went out when I was walking in street. That night I never heard any sound of bike but still out of nowhere all I felt was somebody grabbing ID Card from my neck for a second I was like Shit! Thanks to God they realized it wasn't gold chain and they left me otherwise I would have been dragged along with that bike long way! This is not only my story every girl has experienced these kind of things in their life.
So I had this friend of mine who was missing in class for two entire days. It made me worried why she isn't turning up because at that time missing one class meant going behind by almost 10 days. So I called her up and asked why she isn't turning up. Then she narrated me the whole story. When she was going one day back to hostel. It was almost 8 pm. Suddenly three boys on a bike emptied a whole bottle of alcohol on her making her and her books and bag wet with alcohol with a nasty smell. She was scared like hell, that made her lock herself in her room for almost two days. Later on I went to visit her along with some more girls and made her understand how she needs to be strong!
From staring sights to getting raped it's really common and I guess We girls have to experience it any way at one point of time. I don't know what guys get by staring a girl badly but what girls feel is surely something sharp penetrating their soul. Then it occurs why on earth every single pain has to be bear by a girl only.  It really breaks some girls and nearly or totally kills them! Still Govt feels 3 years jail prison is enough for charges of rape and murder. Jai Ho!!