Every time I hear about any rape victim, I feel anger, disappointment, rage, sad, insecure and what not! The slightest of imagination of the pain the victim might have been through and probably would have been engulfed into forever makes me shiver down the spine. I can relate to it because of a series of incidents I've seen and have been through by myself when I was studying in Kota. I always heard that Kota ain't a quite safe place but I never realized it until I got hit by two boys riding on a bike with their hands, on my back. The time was around 12 noon. I was on my way back from coaching institute and I was totally into thoughts of what questions and what schedule do I have to follow today and then that other moment all I could feel was unbearable pain which originated after a bang on my back. I couldn't even think for a total minute at that time. I stood there for 1 more minute watching those retards & bastard speeding away on bike. They both hit me while they speeding up the bike. I ran with all strength I had towards my home. As soon as I saw my aunt I held her for a long time and cried for almost 10 minutes and told her the whole thing happened in the street. She consoled me and then after told me how to be alert while walking down to home using slopes in front of the houses every time I am coming to home or whether leaving home. This whole thing changed me and made me even stronger in short I prepared myself so that this kind of thing never can happen again.
But even then the second incident happened that too at night. Lights went out when I was walking in street. That night I never heard any sound of bike but still out of nowhere all I felt was somebody grabbing ID Card from my neck for a second I was like Shit! Thanks to God they realized it wasn't gold chain and they left me otherwise I would have been dragged along with that bike long way! This is not only my story every girl has experienced these kind of things in their life.
So I had this friend of mine who was missing in class for two entire days. It made me worried why she isn't turning up because at that time missing one class meant going behind by almost 10 days. So I called her up and asked why she isn't turning up. Then she narrated me the whole story. When she was going one day back to hostel. It was almost 8 pm. Suddenly three boys on a bike emptied a whole bottle of alcohol on her making her and her books and bag wet with alcohol with a nasty smell. She was scared like hell, that made her lock herself in her room for almost two days. Later on I went to visit her along with some more girls and made her understand how she needs to be strong!
From staring sights to getting raped it's really common and I guess We girls have to experience it any way at one point of time. I don't know what guys get by staring a girl badly but what girls feel is surely something sharp penetrating their soul. Then it occurs why on earth every single pain has to be bear by a girl only. It really breaks some girls and nearly or totally kills them! Still Govt feels 3 years jail prison is enough for charges of rape and murder. Jai Ho!!
But even then the second incident happened that too at night. Lights went out when I was walking in street. That night I never heard any sound of bike but still out of nowhere all I felt was somebody grabbing ID Card from my neck for a second I was like Shit! Thanks to God they realized it wasn't gold chain and they left me otherwise I would have been dragged along with that bike long way! This is not only my story every girl has experienced these kind of things in their life.
So I had this friend of mine who was missing in class for two entire days. It made me worried why she isn't turning up because at that time missing one class meant going behind by almost 10 days. So I called her up and asked why she isn't turning up. Then she narrated me the whole story. When she was going one day back to hostel. It was almost 8 pm. Suddenly three boys on a bike emptied a whole bottle of alcohol on her making her and her books and bag wet with alcohol with a nasty smell. She was scared like hell, that made her lock herself in her room for almost two days. Later on I went to visit her along with some more girls and made her understand how she needs to be strong!
From staring sights to getting raped it's really common and I guess We girls have to experience it any way at one point of time. I don't know what guys get by staring a girl badly but what girls feel is surely something sharp penetrating their soul. Then it occurs why on earth every single pain has to be bear by a girl only. It really breaks some girls and nearly or totally kills them! Still Govt feels 3 years jail prison is enough for charges of rape and murder. Jai Ho!!
shocked till core.
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